Weekly Stitching
I wish I could say that things are back to normal, but I'm at least trying, and the most normal thing I can do is stitch. Last time I left off here:
I FINALLY got Cindy finished, almost got Rapunzel's hair done, and I'm about to start on the massive undertaking of Alice's hair:
I still can't put this project down yet, I'm not sure why, so I'm just gonna roll with my gut because I don't have the energy to fight myself or anything else right now.
I still have no clue how I'm going to handle the therapy/psych issue, my mind avoids it like the plague. I still have to make it through going to my pulmonologist on Wednesday that just happens to be in the same building (but at least on a different floor) as the behavioral health clinic. I'm terrified to death to step foot in the building, no matter the floor.
I am so far behind on reading y'all's blogs and emails and I am SOOOO sorry! I promise I will try to get caught up this week if I can. You guys have been so supportive of me, it's beyond time I return the favor. Again, maybe if I keep doing "normal" everyday things, I can get myself back to normal again, or so my theory goes.
My Sister's off to Disney World next week without me. She's offered a million times, but I just can't do it, not even for Disney. Besides, I've been to Disney terrified of my own shadow before and I'm a thousand times worse than that now. I don't need a bad Disney trip on top of everything else. So home I stay locked in my own little Happy Place.
I FINALLY got Cindy finished, almost got Rapunzel's hair done, and I'm about to start on the massive undertaking of Alice's hair:
I still can't put this project down yet, I'm not sure why, so I'm just gonna roll with my gut because I don't have the energy to fight myself or anything else right now.
I still have no clue how I'm going to handle the therapy/psych issue, my mind avoids it like the plague. I still have to make it through going to my pulmonologist on Wednesday that just happens to be in the same building (but at least on a different floor) as the behavioral health clinic. I'm terrified to death to step foot in the building, no matter the floor.
I am so far behind on reading y'all's blogs and emails and I am SOOOO sorry! I promise I will try to get caught up this week if I can. You guys have been so supportive of me, it's beyond time I return the favor. Again, maybe if I keep doing "normal" everyday things, I can get myself back to normal again, or so my theory goes.
My Sister's off to Disney World next week without me. She's offered a million times, but I just can't do it, not even for Disney. Besides, I've been to Disney terrified of my own shadow before and I'm a thousand times worse than that now. I don't need a bad Disney trip on top of everything else. So home I stay locked in my own little Happy Place.
Comments
Sad you cannot make it to Disney with your sister but you're right in sorting yourself out first. Hope you'll feel better soon.
Would it help if someone you trust came and met you at the door of the building so you didn't have to go in alone?
Linda
Cindy is looking good! Look forward to seeing some hair in the next update!!