So, yeah, you guys know my motto, "no good news, no posts", which is why I haven't posted anything since October. Short version: I haven't really stitched since September, which I think I posted my last picture (my ORTs are SHAMEFUL, but I will post them, as well as the very demeaning parade of TUSALs if you want to see them); my mental health has declined despite numerous attempts to make to better by visiting numerous professionals (which is just making it worse); my physical health is also declining (despite visiting numerous professionals who also keep making it worse); I am now truly alone because my family situation has changed (it was explained to me by the right person where I stand in the hierarchy, so I removed myself from the entire bunch, it was just easier than being a constant burden). I know that some of that is cryptic, but there is a reason for that. It's basically irrelevant. Point is, I'm still standing (for now), and I'm still h...